Is there someone u miss all the time... a lost love, a deceased relative or friend?

rite now i miss my love interest. we just hung up and i had tears in my eyes b/c i need every minute w/her. she lives 6 hours away and it sucks! [i miss u "binky"]... other times i think about my two bff's--Christa was an amputee. she opened her home to me in my darkest days of having no place to go. she made sure i had food and a friend. she was treated terribly by her family, but was loved dearly by me. she was hit by an SUV back in november 2010 while crossing the street in her motorized wheelchair. [r.i.p Christa], David was my bff and godfather. i had no clue he had been smoking crack the entire time i knew him. he never used around me and always protected me. he began snorting coke in june of 2006. after a nite long binge, he had a heart attack. [r.i.p David], my cousin Tiffany was beautiful and sweet. then one day the weight of the world fell on her. she broke! they found her hanging in the garabe w/a belt around her neck in october 2001at 22 yrs old. she was engaged. [r.i.p "Tipp"]